My life sucks right now

I called this guy Paul back. He didn't want to even meet me. And he wouldn't give me a reason why. I know HE'S the asshole and the one with a problem, but it sure makes me feel like shit to get treated that way. Right now I can't decide if I want to go through with the rest of this or just cut my losses now. I don't even know if I'd get my money back now, since I technically haven't even "met" anyone. Maybe I'll feel differently in the morning. On the feedback form I'm going to fax tomorrow, I'm requesting that he not count as one of my guaranteed matches, since he wouldn't meet me. I don't know if it will work, but I have to try. All I can think about right now, is an episode of Days of Our Lives where Samantha Brady makes a comment to Lucas, I think, where she refers to her future self as a lonely old lady with lots of cats.

Why does life treat me like I don't belong??